he lost so much money through patreon, even the ones that clearly stated “because you cheated on your wife”.
This right here. Read that again and recall that he is calling his now ex-wife to testify, and undoubtedly is hoping she gives a heavily sanitised version of the truth to the judge. Such as:
”Yes he did cheat on me, but he did not go to Thailand for sex. All partners Lloyd cheated on me with were all consenting adults. I know because.. uhm, he told me”.
What kind of sick fuck uses his Patron’s factually correct statements that they were dropping support because he cheated on his wife, and in the same trial is calling his wife to the stand to testify? What does he want her to say? Did Novosel ever tell him there is such a thing as “cross-examination”?
If she dares to show, it’s going to be both of them who are humiliated.
Since Lloyd believes in “God” now, he’d better hope He has a sense of humour. His shroom trip was just Lloyd tapping into the recesses of his damaged brain.
If he had really met a god-like entity, it would have told him he’s about to be completely humiliated in court and he’s going to need more than psychedelics to wipe this experience from his memory.